~ By Melina Kantor
When I was 27, I had to leave New York and move back to California.
And back into my mother’s house.
Now, I love my mother. And I love her house. And it would be wrong to complain about living in the beautiful San Francisco Bay Area.
But I was 27, and in love with New York. But even with my recent MA from Columbia, I couldn’t get a job with a salary high enough to be able to live there.
The plan was to go home for one year, and save enough money to go back.
I could not have been more miserable, and I was not at all shy about saying so.
One Sunday morning, I came downstairs and tried to make breakfast. There was nothing I wanted. Sure, the kitchen was well stocked, but I wanted take out from one of my favorite restaurants in Manhattan. The kitchen could have been filled with fresh baked pastries straight from Paris, and I wouldn’t have cared.
Cue the tantrum.
I went to the living room and gave my mother an ear full. I was a failure. I would never be 27 again, living the life of a single girl in the city. My opportunity was lost. Even if I went back in a year, which by the way I was absolutely, positively going to no matter what just you watch, I was going to be 28 and it wouldn’t be the same.
Everything was ruined. I was a complete and total failure.
Okay, so I was being dramatic. Forgive me. Being around my mother causes me to act like a teenager.
My mother waited for me to finish, and looked up from the couch. Her response? “You’ve been reading too many of those books with pink covers.”
In other words, too much chick lit.
Now, I think we’d all agree that there’s no such thing as too much chick lit. Her point was that I was reading about too many 27 year old single girls in New York, living the life I wanted, and having their happily ever afters, and that none of it was real.
I still thought I could have made the “chick lit style life” my reality if I’d just tried a little harder.
But my mom was right. I was reading about too many protagonists who had great shoes, cute apartments, cute pets, good jobs, great social lives, and a love interest.
Yes, of course there are plenty of 27 year old women who do have those things. But many of us, especially in big cities, don’t. I know many readers read chick lit to live vicariously and escape. But honestly, there are some books that used to make me feel awful.
I still refer to the protagonists in those books as “shiny happy characters.”
I’m not saying that characters can’t be happy and successful. I’m not even saying a character has to be likable. I just think that even in the lightest and happiest of stories, it’s important that the protagonist have her fair share of struggles and challenges, and not just guy related.
Otherwise, it can be hard to relate. Especially for those of us who live in real New York apartments where we keep our blow dryers on the bedroom floor because our bathrooms have no outlets and our socks in a drawer under the television because we don’t have an inch of space to spare.
I did move back to New York after a year. I got a decent apartment. And a job, and a cute dog. I made friends and built a life.
But still, life’s not shiny. Not at all. And my friends’ lives aren’t shiny either.
My characters all live in New York, are in their late twenties, and single. But I do my best to keep it real. In fact, my tantrum in my mother’s kitchen inspired a scene in my first book.
What to you think? Do you enjoy living vicariously through “shiny happy characters” or do you prefer a protagonist with some real challenges?
Leave a comment and let us know!
Melina writes contemporary women’s fiction with a pinch of oregano and a dash of chutzpah. She is spending her summer visiting family and friends in Crete and Israel, and doing her best to turn her travels into research and inspiration for her writing. You can visit her at http://melinakantor.com.
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